i'm bored so i'm gonna update : ) by the way happy new years eve ;; i pretty much cannot wait till 2night its gonna be the shit

By the way you brought me here,
it makes me believe
the best is still yet to come
and I don't want to leave.
Forgive my hesitation- oh, but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams because I don't have a clue.

Is this what you wanted?
Cause I'm willing to change.
Now that I'm certain,
that there's much more to gain.
You've introduced me to the moment
but I'm looking to stay for good.
You've asked me to stay forever.
Well, you know that I would.
I would do anything.

The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like i'm so lost without you.
So I step towards the heat, it's the way I can see,
and it makes me believe that it's you.

The nights are forever,
I can't get to sleep
'cause I know there's a reason.
I'm in this too deep
and I'm sure that without you,
I'm giving it away. Yeah.

Giving it away...

I've never seen a smile
that can light the room like yours.
It's simply radiant, I feel more
with everyday that goes by.
I watch the clock so I can make
my timing just right.
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I
took your breath away?
What have I gotten into
this time around?
I know that I had sworn I'd
never trust anyone again,
but I didn't have to.
You had me at hello.

You don't understand just how helpless
I get, since the day we met, oh, can you
feel it yet?  It's never been more perfect
being alive. I've never been so satisfied.
I could feel something  different for the
             first time

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe in us.

oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.

We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nursed the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lover's tryst
Were neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals

You constantly make it impossible to make conversation.
Keep us comatose but audible.
And I like it the farther I get out.
We pass it off but it's all on us.
Only common conversation,
it took everything I got.
And I like it the farther I get out

The bottle holds no answers
His lips can only sway
Chemicals imbalance
Who needs them anyway?
Desire is close at hand
Her lips can only sway
There's more to life than this
Don't give yourself away

i saw your face
in a crowded place
and i don't know what to do
'cause i'll never be with you

Just cause I can't go on...
Just cause I die when you're gone...
Just cause I think of you when I'm in bed...
Don't let it go to your head.
If I looked in your eyes
one, two, too many times,
and memorized every word you said.
don't let it go to your head

wish we could talk a lot more
but i know that sometimes
things fall apart
no matter what kinds
of hardships we've been through
i wouldn't trade this for the world
you brought me life
i'm thanking you

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be

You have beautiful,  beautiful eyes
So bright and alive and enchanting
I want to be with you all of the time
It's  hopeless,  but   I  have  to  try.

I chronicled the days you made me want to live
Memorize the way that it felt and then I turned it into this kiss
Tonight I’m wearing my best smile and hope to make me worth your while
I’ll be the best mistake you’ll ever make

We‘re not sleeping, and I’m not breathing
If this means anything at all
I won’t let you leave me anymore

This is a lovesong for the loveless and the hopeless.
You can be certain that I’m with you when I sing.
This is a lovesong for the desperate and the lonely.
You could have nothing but you’ll still have me.

kiss me on the lips again
millions are just tuning in
sattelites begin to spin
listen close and let me in

           Kiss me baby,
so I can finally taste all those lies you feed me.

Just forget about it, anything I said about it.
Drive away tonight, you think it's fine.
You put it all inside and run and never look behind.
It's all the same besides the fact that it's mine.
Think of me when you're dreaming and know,
I'm wide awake and thinking of you.
Cause I swear when you're there alone,
Know that I'm wide awake tonight..

You could hold my heart
its all urs if you want
        

you look so good
but the way things look
ain't the way they are
now i realize
your easy on the eyes ,
hard on the heart </3

Well I'm a wreck.   I really can't explain it
but I, I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating  the song to accommodate
the moment. Well, I'm so in love with you.
                            

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.

So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

Cuz when shes holding you
know that its killing me ,
let my memory be the reason boy
that you can't sleep
and everytime you feel her touch
I pray to God its not enough
And that i've touched your heart soo deep
Boy , you cant shake me
cuz i love you
yes i need you
missmebaby

Aren't you so romantic.
Telling everyone how hopeless in love you are.
Wearing your heart on your sleave.
Darling, you're an excuse to get hurt

i've never felt so separate...
and then there's you but that's so obvious.
it's hopeless and i know this. </3

You have a beautiful, beautiful smile,
the way it curls and collapses on your lips.
When you touch me I shake like a child.
It's late, I'm afraid you might leave,
'cause sometimes it seems like
you still don't believe me.
There's nothing I can do to concentrate.
It's so distracting, always thinking of you.

And I find that I am unable to hide all these feelings that flow
In this basement, and in this dim light, you look so beautiful
I'm unsure and unclear with the words that I say
I'm happy when you're near and I wish that forever could stay
Just like today
You have beautiful, beautiful eyes
So bright and alive and enchanting
I want to be with you all of the time
It's hopeless but I have to try
<3

have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

Thinking of the words to say
I'd like to think that this was fate
Reference to a song you love
Spell confusion with a 'k'
Like a star without its strings
I'm hanging here on these two wings
For that smile and those eyes

and when i'm with him i never need dirtections to love
He has the road map to my heart

10 comments and i'll update ;;; till then ....

 

http://www.xanga.com/Bang__Bang___x    <<-- she submitted all these quotes for me so thanxnxxxx a bunches

&& from the beggining you knew
all i had to offer you was my h e a r t
im sorry that just wasnt enough

blood kissed lips
with scars on her wrists
you`d n e v e r have thought
it would come to this

and its so cliche-fall in love with you best friend.
but hunny you have no idea

i usually update once a week but i'm extremely bored and everybody else is at school
so heres an update

your calm and reposed
let your beauty unfold
pale white
like the skin stretched over ur bones
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding onto yourself the best you can
YOU ARE THE SMELL BEFORE RAIN
   
you are the blood in my veins

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from u.
I guess I should have heard of them from u.
So kiss me hard
cause this will be the last time that I let u.
u will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips
will be of service
to keeping you away.

kiss me on the lips again

millions are just tuning in
sattelites begin to spin
listen close and let me in

What they call
                       Love
                    is a risk, 'cause
                   you will always get hit out
                        of no where by some
                               wave and end up
                                       on your own.

If you need me Im out and on the parkway,
patient.. and waiting for headlights ,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to
the inconsistencies  of my  moods.

 i'm a thousand miles away  ,
but boy , tonight you look so pretty .

so tell me a lie about who i am
put a label on this priceless person
if uniqueness is a sin , then let me repent

she dreams of absolution
from a life thats nailed her heart to the floor.

its time to move on , babydoll
and walk away just like you did
before when you wanted more .. <3

there are going to be times in your
life when all you wanna do is lay down in the middle of the road
durring rush house , just know that no matter
how many times you feel like laying there
i will aways be here to block traffic.

so let's leave all the windows open tonight
leave us no choice but to cuddle close
and cut off all the lights for a while &
kiss me like you'll never see me again

a friendship is born the moment when one person says
to another ;; "What ? You too ? I thought i was the only one "

so cut the rope; lets give them another chance
they're not the first ones to fake romance '
can't you see apologies bleed from their eyes
but trust is all we need <3

my heart is that crack in the sidewalk ..
that you walk on every day .

read me like a sign & play with me
like a toy as i explain to you why
your not just some other boy

one more lonely night for me .
and out of the dark what did i see ?
sex eyes . oh sexy eyes .

we'll stay up all night getting drunk
and watching sunsets on the porch

our story will just be one big cliche
the one where my eyes met yours
and you took my breath away .

its kinda funny how in the end
you always go back to the ones
who have been there from the very  beginning

you're seeing less of me darling & your blind to the fact
that my heart stopped beating & i'm as good as dead

It's like a routine
i fall for you on monday
i like you from Tuesday to Thursday
You piss me off on Friday
I think I'm over you over the weekend
But the second i see you on Monday morning ,
i fall for you again.

So i wipe away the tears & close my ees
forget about the drama & all the lies .
I put on my headphones to drown down the pain .
The will be the first night without the rain .

its good to see you
i missed you last night
thats such a lovely color
its goes with your eyes
before we fall asleep
i just wanted to say
this all seems so easy
but there's a choice to make.

The cold wind that blows all
the things i used to know ,
how could it play so fast ?
never thought you'd be a part of my past
Would i trade it all again
to get you out of my head ?

i'll be a cavalier
i'll be yours my dear

did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
did you give up when i was nowhere to be found ?
did you get tired of being left all alone ?
do you feel better now that you're on your own?
theres nothing without you . the d ays once had are through
i' lost , broken , confused , but i wont
give up on you

this is because i can spell confusion with a K
and i can like it
It's dying in anothers arms
and why i had to  try it
Its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt taht what you said ?
whta you thought this song meant

word .

i havent really been gettin alot of comments but i've been getting TONS of subscribers - which is good but can u coment a little more . kthanx ( any suggestions for quotes are welcome )

Why can't you come back,
i'm dying without you ,
and i still want you
even though you kill me when you back

she wanted something else
something different
something more .
passion + romance
perhaps , or maybe quiet
conversations in candlelight rooms
or perhaps something
as simple as not being
second best

If i was your  best friend
i want you around all the time
can i be your  best friend
if you promise to be mine
-50 cent

         Forget December
         It won't be better*
         Than I (remember)
         It [before.] and this
         Month o.n.l.y., will
         Be so  lonely and
         not so homey anymore..

but thoughts they change and times they rearrange i don't know who you are anymore
loves come and go and this i know i'm not who you recall anymore
but i must confess you're so much more then i remember
can't help but entertain these thoughts
thoughts of us together

We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push
you far away from me

And then your siren began to sing
I know this may be redundant
But I think it bares repeating
i think i've found my better half
i think i'vefound my better half
i swear i've found my better half

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from u.
I guess I should have heard of them from u.
So kiss me hard
cause this will be the last time that I let u.
u will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips
will be of service
to keeping you away.

Here's to another
year of heartbreak from you
This is the second spring of pain
I'm always broken like this
Always broken like this
And these lonely nights are getting old
These faceless tears remain untold tonight
This is for the words you'll never find
(I want to tell you everything)
All the songs I never get to sing to you
I've had a million chances to tell you
All the songs I never get to sing to you
I've had a million chances to tell you everything

 i will be your one more time*     
 if you will be my one last chance
                   oh fall for me

Here I am on
The phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now
All I fee
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

i want you here by my side
              cold nights and fires
                 the only gift that i need

She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign to smash the silence with the
brick of self control

And I think it's alright
That I do what I like
Cause thats the way I wanna live
Its how I give
And I'm still giving

     Kiss me baby,
so I can finally taste all those lies you feed me.

i wonder where you are.
please don't come around tonight
cause i can't stand to see you,
and i don't want to fight.
give me one more drink
and i swear i think I'll be ready
to make the same mistakes again
                                    with you

i've never felt so separate...
and then there's you but that's so obvious.
it's hopeless and i know this. </3

 if you'll be my star, i'll be your sky 
 yu can hide underneath me and come out at night
 when i turn jet black and you show off your light
                  i live to let you shine

i'll be your winter coat ¢¾
buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
               with the collar up,
           so you won't catch a cold

Terrified of telephones and shopping malls and knives,
And drowning in the pools of other lives.
Rely a bit to heavily on alcohol and irony.
Get clobbered on by courtesy, in love with love, and lousy poetry.
Circumnavigate this body of wonder and uncertainty.

 the temperature of cremation is determined by the human heart.

cause a small town is like a small stage
the teenagers and their drama.
instead of playing show's,
 we'll be showing plays      

The more we leave eachother
The more we miss eachother
&& when we meet eachother
It'll be worth waiting for.                 - me and my bff quote that SHE made up!